i feel like shit now, srly.
yet there's no one i can turn to..

jac's asleep. wallace's asleep. jj's pm was.. peace pls.
i'm feeling lost over a stupid thing that even they will see me as stupid, maybe.

one last time i'll say this.
i'm speaking up because i still treat you as a gd friend. the day i dont speak up anymore, just nods to everything you tell me to do, is the day.. i'm gona drift.

i feel like crying because the feeling inside me is telling me to.
i feel like.... screaming but my family's sleeping.

felt like crying because... i deserve no shit and dont think i should endure.
felt like screaming because... i had enough of those things i endured for past wks.

i deserve no shit, at midnight.. when i'm suppose to sleep soundly.
bye world. i need to try sleep though i know, i cant. :(